Maybe I'm not from here

I can be seen but it is as if I am blind myself My voice is clear but no one seems to hear it I am touched but I feel nothing I laugh, but I don't feel happiness I cry, but I don't feel any tears I'm not sure if I'm here or not, but it's like I don't exist at all Like someone walking on fire, but I don't feel the fire anymore, not even my feet I don't even feel the hands those wrapped around my throat I'm breathing but I can't feel my pulse I release my hair and tie it tightly, but I don't feel it anymore either This is a watercolor painting on Arches_Rough paper size 76 x 56 cm