You know something happened. You know you were right, but the cartel comes at night for your account, for your precious stop losses. You try to understand what's happening and you reach no explanation.
Numbers only go up when they're supposed to go down. You block your phone wishing for some green PnL, but it only goes worse.
You try to spend time with your family, but you've already sold your soul to that trade, that each day asks you for more margin.
You lose trust in yourself, you feel overthrown. You start to imagine what would have happened if you opened the trade in the other direction.
I feel you, and writing this helps me understand that this game is in a disadvantage.
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