Feeling all the uncertainty intricately,
Seeing all the mistakes I've made.
Trying so hard to express myself verbally,
Silenced by the voices outside and inside.
I see no other way to show how I feel,
But to direct my energies out violently.
All around me is filled with painful change,
All around me is flowing... moving as fast as light.
Yet here I am... stagnant and confused.
Feeling inspired and still unable to flow.
Thoughts are flying around in my head,
Some good, some bad.
Does any one see me?
Does anyone feel me?
Does anyone understand me?
Does anyone even want to try?
I try so hard to be calm,
Even then, I cannot afford the peace.
I try to speak, but the words are not coming t...