Life Flashes Before My Eyes

'Life flashes before my eyes ' Oh how torturing it was to walk on the hot soils of the earth. Serving the country, serving the citizens.. I sacrifice my life everyday.. With no certainty that I would return to my family. I had been rebellious, been Obedient, just as irregular as I should be in my prime.. I haven't been the totally righteous one. So I'm uncertain about my end. The lightening speed of the fiery bullet bursts my skull, before I could even blink.... I feel my consciousness slip away, like a bar of wet soap. I wonder where I'd end up.. Heaven or Hell?.