I have been a bit out of my mind and Blown Away that it is over.
It’s been 40 days and 40 nights and it's still coming down on me”
I am still “Blown Away” that we are even here in this place of separation. These pieces of work demonstrate the inner battle I was having every day, somewhat still having. At least now, I feel a bit more grounded. I really felt out of my mind, in fight or flight, in love, heartbroken, angry, abandoned, dreams shattered, my future blown up, tossed out, given up on. I was in and out of compassion, angry as fuck and still somewhat confused. None of it adds up. I feel blind sighted. I really believed he was dedicated to doing the hard work, to stop the habitual lyi...