Bang Bang My Baby Shot me Down - Genesis

I have been experiencing a guy wrenching break up. I had been believing in and supporting someone who was very good at pretending. Pretending to be humble, pretending to believing in a power greater themselves, pretending to love me in a devoted, committed way. I am so close to breaking down all the time, and I have been having bit of crying that you can hear my spirit come out. I am burnt and this separation is triggering the pain of the first original separation 17 years ago. At least last time, it was so awful that it was easy to walk away and not feel sad, but feel freedom and retribution. This time I feel sick and used, and pathetic. Yet I feel proud and self satisfied that I left b...View all