I was exhausted and broken. I felt like I could never feel safe and secure again.
What was the meaning of everything? Is there even a meaning? Where is the place that makes me feel good? Who is the person next to whom I would feel safe? Where was the fountainhead that could give me energy and strength again?
Everything seemed lost, until I realised that I was the meaning. What I was looking for outside was lurking inside of me. The fountainhead of energy has always been, is and will always be within me.
That warmth that I thought I had lost was never lost. I just didn't pay attention to it, I closed my eyes and didn't want to see. But I just had to look inside, allow myself to feel all the ...