I'm all out of fairydust my magic wand is broke
I'm not the samaritans I have problems of my own
This feels different,
Like the person I used to be has been chewed up and spat out.
Bags under the eyes
The stabbing in my chest is both foreign and familiar
I refuse to entertain negativity,
Not caught up in empty drama
Fuck this shit
I think I am crumbling bit by bit
I sit in front here,
Eyes hurt from the light of the screen
Writing this piece of shit
Its obscene
I feel as if
The violent sobs which wrack my chest
The silent screams that cut my breaths,
I can’t feel my heart
Maybe I am unavailable for all your expectations
Unavailable for your games
Unavailable for your lies
Unava...