Its frustrating how I feel myself stuck on time while others around me keep moving and some of them so much faster than I did on this last 2 years... I keep looking back and I see a lot of my improvement such an art and financial management but still I want more, If i died today I wouldn't be satisfied something is missing and I still don't know what it is. I've feeling life like it has passed in front of me and I didn't made anything with it, I'm feeling down, a looser and that if there's a future for me that will not lead to anything and that scares me so i guess that's a reason I feelin that I'm not moving, I'm scared of what will come next and if it will be my last move. But being around...