“I gotta stay high all the time
To forget I’m missing you” 🎶
…
This is how you feel when running away from something desired but scary at the same time and trying to distract yourself with more affordable and easier things. Hoping that they can replace that something.
But it’s a pure self-deception.
Easier things are nothing other but cheap fakes giving oblivion for some period of time. And unpleasant side effects are not excluded.
And it feels weird, if feels like everything’s fine but there’s still something wrong. Feels like being trapped in a distorted reality that no one else but you sees.
You need to stop finding the excuses, cultivating your fears and overthinking.
The longer y...