I have to be strong. They tell me not to show my tears and my fear.
You are too old and have a head on your shoulders - you should ALWAYS hide your worries.
No one cares that I am emotional and sentimental. Hiding tears and fear for me hides the real me.
I have a lot of fears right now, a lot of loneliness, I shudder at the future and the present.
And not to be a snotty girl for the world, I hide my emotions in arts.