when you feel like dying #1

This song is the title track for my album. This album means everything to me. I have never poured out my heart the way I did with these songs. I have a fear of not making the best music I am capable of making before I die, so I push myself as hard as I can everyday to try and achieve that. For every chip on my shoulder that I have gained, this album is in retaliation for that. Every time I have been pushed and shoved to be a certain type of artist, it has brought me closer to this. I once had a manager threaten to ruin my career, and told me I'd be singing songs in my room for the rest of my life. My career hadn’t even started yet. When I was with a major label, nothing I made was good enoug...View all