she's shy they said

She's often late, always really, never looks me in the eye. Guess she knows better. Her confidence is frightening. I'm not into the ladies but this one makes me think. Not that kind of think, just rethink, maybe just actually think for the first time, why do I try? Like I'm horrible at talking to guys, why would it be any different with girls? Why do they have to be either? They don't have to be them, either of them, not that it would make a difference. I never even went to the party, i'm just looking at photos on facebook, i'm 84.