Do you know what it is? These are fear, pain, premonition of trouble, bitterness of suffering, sadness and tears... An angel.
This is all that has been accumulating for a long time in your soul. And now it's breaking you from the inside out. Outside, the same terrible life is full of worries, fears, grief, murders and broken destinies. And all this hits you from all sides: inside and out, Breaking your wings.
There's just a little bit left. Who knows if you can survive to fight for your happiness further?