I went to dinner on Tuesday
Even though I wasn’t hungry
And hadn’t been for months
Or years
To peel the scab from a ketamine hole
That craved the polluted air meant for the ceiling of that restaurant
And routinely bled into the carpeted underbelly of our town
Lubricating our feet That craved whatever was below the asphalt
Or just momentary relief from depletion
Or the blood from that unhealing wound reminded us of home
Sometimes I’d pulverize my hands
Until there was no bone
And no prospect of creation
And hoped they cooked quickly on the flat top grill
With malt liquor fajitas
And humanely butchered prescription pills That marbled our flesh In preparation for our own unceremonious slaugh...