on those days
when you wish to disappear
what i look for in people
is their presence here
and body weight pressure
recalling last chaste dream
but it melts just as rapid
and water is everywhere
weak thoughts
meet no angle
i wonder if you ever
once in a month
read these words
as i do
as if they existed
outside of my mouth
read them aloud
на птичьих правах
я заберу твой страх