One question burns in my consciousness… is this healing?
Why can’t I tell? My mind paces.
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It shuts off, fallen into complete nothingness. No floor… No ceiling.
I feel eyes watching me, as if from hundreds of angels’ faces.
But this is no look of salvation from something holy.
I feel nothing but the void itself. Something isn’t right here.
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A wash of pain like bleach on a papercut caresses my skin coldly.
I feel my bones cracking, my skin pierced.
My mind races as I sit here…
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I can’t stay…
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My mind opens, sliced through like a hot knife through plastic.
And I hear it… it’s telling me to stay in this place.
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“You are safe here little one… you h...