I still remember the time when my heart was free.
When I was excited for the future, and wondered what will become of me.
But now there’s always fear and perpetual despondency.
That crushing of my chest, god damn my anxiety.
When I looked at the world at ten, I saw the birds and the trees.
I would laugh for no reason and lost myself in movies.
And a world divided on a decaying planet is now all I see.
And I get scared about the future, stay up late in worry.
Small things that should me easy can cause an internal battle.
Opening up to a loved one can make my bones rattle.
The pressure of succeeding, listening to people’s prattle.
Every problem feels overwhelming, how do I begin...