So this creation is about living with trauma from narcissistic abuse and the mental illness that accompanies it.
It's like this dark cloud that imprints itself on your brain and you don't realize until it's too late that it's like a cancer and eats away at your identity, your nervous system, your personality, your sanity and your ability to trust.
So you can tell that there maybe used to be a painting before the nothing came in and devoured it. What's left is unrecognizable and washed out compared to the bright vibrancy that used to be there.