I'm still here I know
Time passes by, and
I convince myself
You can keep going
This is nothing, just a phase,
I blame the stars & karma,
I tell myself I’m overacting
That everything is OK,
That isn’t all that darker
I shout to stay put,
Even if it drains me,
Maybe if I’m patient,
The light will reach me.
I'm still here,
I know,
I feel my flesh,
My heartbeat,
My breath...
But, these murderous months,
In this incessant anguish
I forgot where I’m at
I've been broken so many times
I’ve chunks everywhere
And on every attempt
Of putting myself together
I just shatter the scraps
I just make my feets bleed.
I'm still here
I know
I feel joy,
And ...