Working Guilt
Baby coughs in his crib.
Flooded with guilt
I clutch my own chest -
How could I be so careless?
I read he'll be sick monthly now
as his immunity strengthens,
but the shame still rocks me.
Oh, how I long to kiss his face!
To hold him close!
To squeeze his juicy body tight!
To Mother is always
to feel unsatisfied,
at least with yourself.
Always more to do,
a better way,
another detail to consider,
one more job to complete.
Today, I'd like to simply
admire my work;
to bask in the splendid beauty
that is his face,
his voice,
his hands and mind…
this miracle of life -
my Magnum Opus!