“Sacrifice of feelings“

Nothing sounds like before, in my head... I fight against the waves that beat against my lucidity, I dig the clouds of sadness, I walk on the clouds of happiness, looking for an answer, and there is no hope for my soul, there is no place where I can feel myself, if I don't even know who I am... I stay in my head, too many boundaries between my personalities, too much shadow on my roses... too much loneliness in an infinite space... that moment when Hope turns into Despair 🌹