For once, I wanted to write something too....
I often feel so out of place, as if I were in a fake box, with the walls painted blue, like in a zoo, everything I see is fake, everything I hear is fake.
I only see myself, and I don't recognize myself, I think I've lost my way. As much as I try to complete the puzzle of my life, I can't, there are missing pieces.
And I found myself countless times in situations that I thought were ‘special moments’ , revealing the worst moments and mistakes of my life. Now I'm in my box, in my world, in my Domain, only here I feel safe, and I'd rather know that in this world it's all fake, than to believe that there is something true for me.