It's about struggling of surrounded and hounded by 'Tormentors', like some kind of negative emotion and feeling inside her. She can't stop thinking about if and when she'd die. For 'if' is purely panic and 'when' is solemn sorrow. One invades today while the other spies tomorrow. Then she thought, "what are we here for if not to face through all our tormentors? until that time I'll try and face all of it because I have a courage, even though it's only a bit."
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Digital Drawing by Ajay Ahdiyat
4000x5000 px
400 dpi
2022